i hope you people know i hate writing journals EVERY DAY. but sometimes i just have stuff to report even though no one cares

BUT OMG. FREAKING ELDER SCROLLS OBLIVION. I MISS THIS GAME SOOOOO MUCH.

i took a random nap today and while my brain's ears were listening to food network, my brain's eyes were watching me play oblivion a few years ago... i lost ALL of my data and was too disheartened to start playing again

BUT AFTER I HAD THAT DREAM I -- I JUST -- I WAS OVERWHELMED. I NEEDED TO PLAY AGAIN. SO I DID AFTER LIKE AN HOUR OF LOOKING FOR THE DISC AND GIVING UP LOOKING FOR THE BOOK. but that's what christmas is for!

also my arm randomly REALLY HURTS when i pick stuff up jeez.

anyhow, so after getting the CRAP scared out of me by goblins (I HATE THEM. I CAN'T HANDLE THOSE AND ZOMBIES), i made it out of the sewers and into the castle town, where i tried stealing and ended up getting put in jail three times FUN FUN. also i'm poor i can't afford pretty armor so i'm stuck with ugly leather ones!

i want my character to look pretty SHE'S A BRETON WHICH MEANS SHE'S AMAZING. ALSO YOU'RE AMAZING IF YOU'VE PLAYED THIS GAME. EVEN MORESO IF YOU LIKE IT. EVEN MOREMORESO IF YOU LOVE IT LIKE ME. BUT I DOUBT YOU DO. ME AND OBLIVION HAVE A SPECIAL BOND.

anyhow, FOR MY LOVELY ERYN, i'm going to attempt to work on collab... i got like two paragraphs done earlier and gave up STUPID WRITER'S BLOCK GAWD.